Letters to Damian,

Hey D,

 I hope you have been playing lots and laughing more and more as every day goes by . I hate not being able to see you and spend time with you like we use to but none the less I hope you are being taken care of . I have not heard from your dad or your mom in some time now I can only hope they are communicating with each other and that pride has not gotten in their way of doing just that . Pawpaw and I will be in our new home before to long and we have a room for you to come and visit .

You with Pawpaw John

                                                                        We love you 
                       always,
                 Meme and Pawpaw


                                                                   

Letters to Damian: Letters to Damian,

Letters to Damian: Letters to Damian,: Well my darling grandson I hope you have had a wonderful day with plenty of hugs and kisses . Here are a few more XOXOXOXO....... Love alw...

Letters to Damian,

Well my darling grandson  I hope you have had a wonderful day with plenty of hugs and kisses . Here are a few more XOXOXOXO.......  Love always Meme

Letters to Damian: Letters to Damian,

Letters to Damian: Letters to Damian,: Damian , Every thing I write I copy and paste to this Blog so you know my every move toward finding you again . I do miss you so much ...

Letters to Damian,

Damian  , 
Every thing I write I copy  and paste to this Blog so you know my every move toward finding  you again . I do miss you so much my heart breaks just as when I was kept away from your mom and her sister when they were little due to selfish  people thinking they knew what was right for them so   ,I know what it is like being torn away from my loved ones having been threw this once before . It wasn't easy than and it hasn't gotten any easier . I have so much to give and to teach  you before I leave this world and I die when I think I may not get that chance . To know you and for you to know me. My mother is gone and she was a good Nana to her granddaughters as much as she could be ,you see when they kept my girls from me they also kept them away from her . And now I am going through it . Talk about following in ones foot steps ....Your mother feel right into mine , and I am sorry for that I tried to stop her but she has a mind of her own and as far as your dad well they did love each other once . But they were so young and now I fear his mind is cluttered with anger and guilt  of what is right and well you are in the middle . Your mother thought she was doing the right thing by bringing to spend time with him before he goes into the National Guard and he decided to keep  you from her and from me .I am sorry for what they are doing to you .Because you can't get any of this back .You can't go back in time and redo footsteps......I will not stop trying to reach you . You are my love and always will be .         This is from Digg.com I am trying to reach out across the web so your blog will be easier for you to find. ( This is a blog I created for my grandson whom I don't get to see due to his father and mother are not getting along . He is going to be 3 this year and it has been several months since I have seen him . He and his dad live with his other grandmother and it's right close to me but, I don't know if I will ever see him again . I have tried to call and I have sent emails and messages no one will respond . So I write this for him so he will maybe someday find it and he will know how much we miss seeing his smiling little face . I love him so much ..... 2 min ago   )      This is for Damian .N.Nichter  your birthday is Dec.26th 2008       .

Letters to Damian: Letters to Damian,

Letters to Damian: Letters to Damian,: Hey Buddy , I just wanted to d r ...

Letters to Damian,

Hey Buddy ,

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                                             p a line .... Too cute . Right? I just made some pumpkin cookies . I wish you could of been here to lick the bowl . Pawpaw cut down a tree with his new chain saw . Your Auntie Cherokee was helping him in the yard .  Thinking of you always we love you Damian ...
                                                                             Meme

Letters to Damian: September 2011 Letters to Damian,

Letters to Damian: September 2011 Letters to Damian,: Hey Buddy , Here you are riding in a garden. I played a game called Super Poke Pet the big dragons name is Burtis I don't know wh...

September 2011 Letters to Damian,

Hey Buddy ,

Here you are riding in a garden.

      I played  a game called Super Poke Pet the big dragons name is Burtis I don't know why I named her that but it made since at the time . The little Dragon in the tricycle is named Guess..... give up ? Damian. !!! I hope that made you  smile .  Here are some pictures I made when I thought of you . Silly hun? Anyway , it kept mind busy creating happy thoughts of you so my heart wouldn't break any more from missing you so much . I wish I could see you to give you a great ...... big....... hug....... with lots of kisses too.
                                                               Love Meme
  

This one is when I thought about last Fall.

Here is your Mommy in the hall behind the bat curtains,your Daddy on the couch and you riding your bike.

 

Letters to Damian: Letters to Damian,

Letters to Damian: Letters to Damian,: I found your Daddy's email address and since no one will call me back and your grandma Regina wont get back in touch with me I sent him an e...

Letters to Damian,

I found your Daddy's email address and since no one will call me back and your grandma Regina wont get back in touch with me I sent him an email  .This is what is said . I hope you don't get upset by it.

( " I have been trying to reach you for several months now . I have called your mom and I get no reply . What ever is going on with you and Brandi you have to work it out on your own , I just don't understand why you are keeping Damian from the rest of us . If Nana where still alive would you keep him from her also ? I love you no matter what is going on I have been there for you when you needed help and look how you treat me . I miss having Lil D around  . I don't understand . One day we will all be gone like my mother and do you want Damian to never get the chance to know me .That seem harsh but you keeping him away from his family is harsh also . I hope to get the chance to know my grandson before I am gone from this world ." )

 (What I said is what I felt . I miss having you around and I miss seeing your little smiling face . I hate what this has become . From two young lives intertwined in love to two young  people who can't see what they are doing to a wonderful little boy. I love Damian ! And I miss you with all my heart . With everyday that goes by I know you forget me a little each day...... That is the reason I started this for you so one day if you never get to see me again you will know that you had a Meme that loved you so much .

                                                         Love Always Meme.....

Hey Buddy ,

          How are you today ? Pawpaw and I are getting a new house .It is really nice and big . Oh my gosh it's big . Well we have plenty of room for you to run around in . I hope one day you will . I love you

                                                           Meme

Letters to Damian,

    Hey,

I drew this Its called Candy Skull <3

This is your aunty Cherokee, this is the first time I have ever done a blog before. Usually Meme does this.. duh you know that already. Well any way she said her head hurt so I'm doing it. Sorry if its not as good. Any way I really miss you Lots, and Lots. But I am in high school and have not been doing so hot, if you know what I mean. I'm doing okay but right know I'm kinda in trouble, kinda as in grounded for a Month. I know you probably wanna know "What did she do?" Well if you where to ever find contact with me, even though right know your only like 3. I'll tell you, but I'm not posting it on the web. TeHe. I don't think I'm going to change a whole lot, but maybe a little.. Any way I love Rainbows just ask Meme she'll tell you. I never hit the "black phase" if you even know what that is. Probably not though. I am a pen pale with my sister "your mom" we write to each other when ever we can, constantly. I love her even though shes a nut sometimes but hey at lest I know I get it from some one. One day when I write again I'll post one of her letters. Okay that's about all I have to say... I love you and miss you like CRAZY.. even though you wine to much.. I do to :)

Letters to Damian: Letters to Damian,

Letters to Damian: Letters to Damian,: Well my darling ,I have been waiting to hear word from someone like your Daddy or your Grandmother Regina or even your Mommy , and still ye...

Letters to Damian,

Well my darling ,I have been waiting to hear word from someone like your Daddy or your Grandmother Regina  or even your Mommy , and still yet no one has called me back . So in the mean time I will continue to trying . I will not give up . I have a cute picture for you of Belferd Cherokee's little pet guinea pig . Isn't he cute . He loves fresh fruit like apples and cherries . He also likes carrots . He is potty trained and oh yes....I almost forgot he also thinks he's a tiny dog .He and Codie are best of friends . I think you would like him .I love you Damian .

Letters to Damian: Letters to Damian,

Letters to Damian: Letters to Damian,: Codie in her little shirt. Pawpaw John and Codie red I have not put any pictures up of Codie red I don't even know if you remember her...

Letters to Damian,

Codie in her little shirt.

Pawpaw John and Codie red

I have not put any pictures up of Codie red I don't even know if you remember her . She  is the mini pincher. I love you Damian with all my heart ! I miss you I hope we can see each other soon . Sweet dreams , happy dreams , pleasant dreams.
Goodnight little man.
                     Meme

                                                                    

Letters to Damian: Letters to Damian,

Letters to Damian: Letters to Damian,: Hello my sweet I hope this chilly day finds you well . I also hope you liked your zoo pictures.I just wanted to let you know that I love you...

Letters to Damian,

Hello my sweet I hope this chilly day finds you well . I also hope you liked your zoo pictures.I just wanted to let you know that I love you and I can't wait to see you .I am sure you know that by all that you have read so far .I just can't seem to say it enough that we love you . I miss holding my little man in my arms . Meme loves you .

Letters to Damian: Letters to Damian

Letters to Damian: Letters to Damian: Hey buddy , Your Auntie Cherokee in an egg. We went to the zoo today I wish you could of went with us you would of had a g...

Letters to Damian

Hey buddy ,

Your Auntie Cherokee in an egg.

          We went to the zoo today I wish you could of went with us you would of had a good time here are some of the animals we seen  . I love you Damian .

A lemmur

Auntie Cherokee and a chimp.

Your Pawpaw .... Giggle

 Now I hope you enjoy them  . You can see more

if you would like to . If you wish to see more go to my face book account . BillieJo Craig I am sure you 

will be able to find me . We love you and I think about you everyday. 

Love always , Meme 

Letters to Damian: Letters to Damian

Letters to Damian: Letters to Damian: Hey babe, Puppy I hope you are well .Your Pawpaw and I went and looked at new houses today . Hopefully we will have something befor...

Letters to Damian

Hey babe,

Puppy 

   I hope you are well .Your Pawpaw and I went and looked at new houses today . Hopefully we will have something before Halloween , you know that is my favorite holiday . Well you may not  remember  here is a picture of Halloweens in the past of yours . Sorry one is a
bit  blurry ,but I didn't take it . The other you were in my front yard with your Mommy on the swing and you were a little tired . I wish I could see what you are going to be this year perhaps I will if the gods allow it. Brightest Blessing to you little one . May you always be happy one day we be able to be a family again .
                                                I love you always and forever ,      
                                                                                       Meme

Motor cycle racer

Letters to Damian: Letters to Damian

Letters to Damian: Letters to Damian: Hello buddy, I have not been in the best of moods the last few days . Although I do get a smile across my face when I find p...

Letters to Damian: Letters to Damian

Letters to Damian: Letters to Damian: Hello buddy, I have not been in the best of moods the last few days . Although I do get a smile across my face when I find p...

Letters to Damian

Hello buddy,
               I have not been in the best of moods the last few days . Although I do get a smile across my face when I find pictures of you . I know have to find away to put them on here for you to see someday when your older . It looks as if we will be moving into a bigger house here soon . I wish you could come and see it . Perhaps one day you will be able to . It  will be nice to have a bigger house for us to run around in . Cherokee is having fun in her new high school ,she wanted me to tell you that , and I know she misses you too. We love you

                                                                                                                                      Meme

Letters to Damian

Hey buddy, 

      How are you today? I have had a pretty hard and sad day today  . You see your great Grandmother pasted away 3 years ago today . She was my mother . You would of called her Nana that's what your Mommy would call her .  Her name was Barbara Jane she was a beautiful person , and she was a strongest  woman  I have ever known .I know if she were still alive today this craziness between your parents would not be happening .  You see she battled with  breast cancer and she did not win her fight . I miss her so much .I can't help but know that when she died a lot of my strength and fight died with her , but I will keep trying to reach you .No matter what happens I will never stop trying to see you . Your Nana was the glue that held us together she kept us all a family and when she died we drifted away from each other . We all loved her very much . You see I know what it is like to not have a mom and a dad and I hate that you are being put threw this .I am only glad that you are so small and perhaps when this is all said and done it will be a bad dream . I love you Damian .I miss you both . 

                                        Always  Meme 

Letters to Damian: Letters to Damian

Letters to Damian: Letters to Damian: I hope you have had a wonderful day my sweet . I am looking forward to the day I can hold you in my arms . It is hard sometimes thinking abo...

Letters to Damian

I hope you have had a wonderful day my sweet . I am looking forward to the day I can hold you in my arms . It is hard sometimes thinking about you , I miss you so much . The leaves are starting to fall . I remember when we would play outside last fall running around in the leaves and hearing you giggle .You were starting to talk when I last seen you , I wonder what you talk about now? I try not to miss you so much but I can't help it . I love you Damian .  Sweet dreams baby boy .I love you .
                                                                                                                                             Meme

Letters to Damian

Pawpaw John

Hey buddy , Here are the pictures I said I would send you of Pawpaw John and his 2255 Oliver tractor . I have seen many different tractors today .But Pawpaw John's was the biggest .  He wished you could of been there to ride in the parade with him.
 We know you would of liked  riding in the tractor and waving at everybody .We miss having you around .
                                              We love you ,
                                                                        Meme

Pawpaw and 2255 Oliver

Letters to Damian

Hey Darling , I hope you are well . I will have some pictures of Pawpaw and some tractors tomorrow . We are taking the 2255 Oliver to Bennett  N.C. to be in a tractor parade .I will take alot of pictures for you  .
                                                                                                 I love you ,
                                                                                                        Meme
                                 

Letters to Damian: Letters to Damian

Letters to Damian: Letters to Damian: I am always here you only need to look . Love you always Meme

Letters to Damian

I am always here you only need to look .
          Love you always

                Meme

Hey Buddy I have also tried reaching your Daddy here is what I sent to him.

May 12

BillieJo Craig

• Joe, I need to talk to you about somethings. I want you to know some things about Jarred as if you don't know what kind of person he is.And I know your hurting and missing Lil D,But you need to know Jarred promised Brandi a home and security something she felt like she didn't have and he convinced her to go to N.Y. he took her away from her Family and friends Isolating her from those of us who care about her and D. Just so he could take advantage of her, mistreat her,SHE FINALLY has had enough and is trying to make it on her own.I know you are going in to training and will be gone for a while.Shouldn't D be with her now. Don't listen to the garbage Jarred is spewing his ego is crashed because he can't  hurt her anymore. And he will try to every chance he gets. Don't listen to anyone except your heart.I love you Joe Joe and I know how you feel .You have family and friends ,A girl friend who loves you, Brandi only has D right now she is trying to do the right thing,Try to find patients. Things will all work out .Anger doesn't help anyone. I am always here with no anger in my heart for you and Brandi and yet I am always on the outside looking in it's lonely at times but I can often see things others can't.I love you always and forever ....Me

I don't know why he would not talk to me than or know. I know this is a bad time for everyone I just want you to know that you are loved and always thought about by us. We love you and I am sure they love you too but it is wrong keeping you away from us or us away from you . I am always going to be here if you should need to find me It wont be hard. Love always Meme

Letters to Damian

Hey Damian , I have tried sending your Grandmother Regina an E-mail again ,  and so you know no matter what you may  have been told  about me  I just want you to know I have not been making these things up this is what I have sent her.

August 14

BillieJo Craig

• Regina I have tried but with no luck.So I will try again from one grandmother to another.What is going on here?I hold no ill will toward anyone I just would like to be apart ofDamian's life. Why wont someone call me back.I would like to spend time 

  with Damian if I may.Please
  
  9 hours ago

  BillieJo Craig

  • I have been trying to get in touch with Joe I would like to see Damian. I dont understand why no one will talk to me .The issuses at hand are between Joe and Brandi not me. They have to work this out .But however I am his grandmother also and I miss him dearly at least would you tell Damian that Meme loves him and give him a hug for me..... 
    
    
  • I love you  Meme

Letters to Damian: Letters to Damian

Letters to Damian: Letters to Damian: I found some pictures you may like . There is that a leaf monster in my yard . These were takin last fall when things were good . I miss y...

Letters to Damian

I found some pictures you may like . There is that a leaf monster in my yard . These were takin last fall when things were good . I miss you Damian .We all do . I hope you are fine . I hope you have piles of leaves to jump in this fall . I don't go a day with out thinking of you not one day.         Love Always
                                                                                                                 Meme

Letters to Damian

 Hey Buddy sorry it has takin me so long to write to you . Your Pawpaw and I just got back home and this is the first chance I have had to write to you. I took a lot of pictures for you. I talked to your Mommy the other day she  really misses you and loves you very much no matter what anyone may be telling you .She is working on coming here to straighten all of this mess out with your Daddy. I just know its not right and its not fair people keeping you away from the ones who love you so dearly .Here are some pictures.I hope you like them. Some are of horses in the Amish country and some are of other animals I seen on my travels.    I LOVE YOU ........Damian

 These little piggies were in the Amish country side.
A little farm of piggies. I wonder which one has roast beef and which one goes to wee wee wee all the way home?

These are in Middlebury Indiana

Bah bah white sheep have you any wool ?

Shipshawanna Indiana