Letter to Damian

Hey Bud ,
Sorry again it has taken so long to get back to you . With Pawpaw John's Mom being in the Hospital , and with me being up there with her everyday I have gotten worn down from pushing myself so hard to keep everything going I have gotten sick . Which was bad over Christmas . Your Mommy came down and tried very hard too see you but they would take you somewhere when she would go over to your Grandma Regina's house . She was very nice to Them on the phone but they would take you where see couldn't get to see you . We miss you so much and she tries so hard but they wont let her see you . She even filed a report with the police but they couldn't even find you . So know she went back home and the Police will continue to search for you . We will not give up and please don't think for one instant that we have . I know I told you I would write to you every day  but that has proven to be more difficult than I thought . I am sorry for breaking that promise to you when I started this Blog I said I would write to you everyday , and I know I have not .But I think about you everyday . And I leave messages on the only cell phone number I have for Regina ,I hear her voice say leave me a message and I will gt back to you . But she never does ... I hope you are well and happy .
                Love always your Meme ,
                                Billie Jo Craig

Letter to Damian

Hello Damian ,

A little something in your stocking
from Us.

I must apologize for my absence . It is a trying time for me right now . Christmas is right around the corner and your Birthday the day after and it breaks our hearts not to be able to see you and with that stress and heart break there is the fact that I am up at the hospital all day sitting with Pawpaw Johns mother she is deathly ill and I  fear she will be making her way to Summerland all too soon . She was out of her mind yesterday talking of sewing rooms and people coming to her room and watching her . She says she is afraid to sleep . Pawpaw stays with her at night and I during the day so she is not alone . I don't understand such a fast decline in her health .  She could feed herself and know she can't even reach for her own drink .She talks of such strangeness my heart breaks . She is to have surgery on Tuesday the 20th but I fear that wont happen and if it does she may not make it threw it her heart may stop I fear it is already so weak . I can't do anything except be there for her . You would think keeping busy would leave me missing you less but it is just the opposite I feel as if I am neglecting you from my absence of writing  to you  . Please forgive me little man .
We love ever so much and miss you more with every passing day . Much love to you during this Yule my darling.
                                      Brightest Blessings to you ,

                                               Always Meme

Letter to Damian

Letter to Damian

Letter to Damian

Hey My little Darling ,
 I hope you are well .I have been at the Hospital with Pawpaw John's Mommy she is very sick .I am there all day long and I don't get home till really late .I have been up there all week , and I am so tired but I still wanted to tell you I love you  Angel . Sweet dreams my little man .
                                                  Love Always Meme

Letter to Damian

Hey Buddy ,
 This is your silly Auntie Cherokee playing with her new Black light . I just thought I would show it to you . Giggle . Any way have you seen Santa yet . I hope you get to every little boy needs to see Santa at Christmas time . I have your presents all ready I don't quit know what what to do with them . I can't bring them to your Grandma Regina AND your step Pawpaws Eddies house because he doesn't like me and for crying out loud if she wont return my calls or emails I know they wont like me dropping by .I will just check with your Mom and she what she thinks. Well any way I am making cookies so I have to go for now .I love you so....
                                    Always , Meme

Letter to Damian

Hello My Darling Damian,
 It has been really busy around here since the new house arrived . Your Auntie Cherokee has turned 15 , Thanks giving has come and gone . And you will soon be 3 years old . WOW ! How time flies by so quickly . I have your birthday and Christmas all ready for you . I know I wont be able to see you which breaks my heart and other hearts as well . You see I have found out that not only do I not get to see you but neither does any one else.You they are keeping you away from all of us .Your Great grandmother Gene who I thought was apart of  everything doesn't get to see you either . Your Auntie Brittany misses you dearly along with the rest of us . We know one day you will seek us out and we will always be here for you . Your Mommy is working really hard on getting you back . She has such a big heart for those who are doing her so wrong now .She never wanted to keep you and your Daddy apart  she knows a son needs his father but he also needs his Mommy too . Like I have said before she wanted you to spend time with him before he went to training but he and his mother found out that he gets more money from Uncle Sam if he kept you so he kept you from her ,and us . Its sad that money is more important to him than keeping family ties . I say this because I have tried and tried to contact them and they don't care to contact me back . For all I know your Grandma Regina just deletes my calls and doesn't even listen to them . I have cried and begged to see you and for me that that is a big thing to do . I have always been strong willed and never asked for anything from any one until this happened . I just don't understand how people can be so hateful and cruel to those who love you too . I mean if someone could just call and let us know you Why. What did we ever do to them to have them take you away from us?
I will always keep trying . I will never give up ! You are a wonderful little boy who is missed deeply by all of us and  Heaven help the person who tries to stand in the way of your Mother when she comes .
                                              Love Always ,

Codie is soooo... sad she misses you .

                                                      Meme and the Rest of your Family..........