I had a dream ,

 Hello little man ,

 I had a dream about you last night or maybe it was this morning ? I was sleeping so I am really unsure of the time .  Any who I had a small listening device like a baby monitor ( I don't know where it came from and somehow the other end was with you ) I could hear you talking calling out Meme , meme, I was so excited I could not contain myself so I answered back . " I am your Meme, don't be scared " and you said " I know you,Meme "
       
                             ( THIS IS STARTING TO MAKE ME CRY ) 

You said " I know you , Meme" I asked you if you are happy and you said "yes" . I asked you if you like your school and you said ..." yes " I asked you if you know how much you are Loved by us ? and you said " yes " . We love you Damian so much .

Always Meme,

Hey ,

 Hey buddy  .
    Sorry it has been so long since you have heard from me  I have started working on our family tree through Ancestry.com I did my DNA so if one day if we should never meet again ....( mind you that is if you should ever do a DNA  test through Ancestry  as will you will have a connection to Our side of the family ) . I was at the Randleman Walmart Friday ( which was 2/9/2018 so you know ) and I was walking to the Dollar tree and I seen your Aunt Kasandra coming out of the smoke shop . She had her head down so I know she seen me before I even spoke to her . ( I can not imagine what I have done to those people of yours ......I THINK IT IS BECAUSE THEY KNOW YOUR FATHER WAS WRONG IN TAKING YOU AWAY FROM YOUR MOTHER THE WAY HE DID ) she brought to you him for visitation and well yo know he took you and you are hidden away from us .  Anyway I said " Hey Kasandra , hows Damian  "? she said hey before I could even get  my hey out .... but when it came to a response for my "hows  Damian "she just grumbled at me . One day I will bump into you all and you and I know you will see me and we will smile at each other even if you don't know who I am because we have a connection that is in our blood and no one can take that away from us .( and of course because I have blue hair ) lol  . Your mom is well and she continues to stay strong for you . I know she struggles because she misses you so much . I know because we can feel that empty spot where you once where in our lives . I found a blurry picture of you and your dad Joe. You are getting so big . If they dont want us to find you then they should not put images up on public sites , but knowing them they do it because they hope it will provoke us more pain in missing you and it does . I mean one has to have a heart made of stone to keep on hurting us the way they do . I mean just writing this to you brings up feeling I  hope you never ever experience .  .

Love always  Your Meme