Hey Buddy ,
I hope this letter finds you well . I miss you , more than you could ever know .I have not seen any new pictures on the internet lately ,but I am sure your are getting bigger as everyday goes by . Let me see you should be in the first or second grade now . I did find a picture of you at school eating lunch you didn't look too happy ,but sometimes new things are scary and school will did that to a little person . I hate this time of year when it is about the children . You know Easter bunnies and baskets filled with goodies . I missed a lot of that when it came to your mom , you know with us being kept apart . but I could see her and your aunt Brittany every chance I could .
I hope this letter finds you well . I miss you , more than you could ever know .I have not seen any new pictures on the internet lately ,but I am sure your are getting bigger as everyday goes by . Let me see you should be in the first or second grade now . I did find a picture of you at school eating lunch you didn't look too happy ,but sometimes new things are scary and school will did that to a little person . I hate this time of year when it is about the children . You know Easter bunnies and baskets filled with goodies . I missed a lot of that when it came to your mom , you know with us being kept apart . but I could see her and your aunt Brittany every chance I could .
I know I wrote along time ago that I would write to you every day ,and I am sorry I can't . You see Buddy , it is just too hard . It is taking everything I have every time I sit down to type to you . I start to cry and my heart breaks all over again . I remember what it was like for me to be kept away from your mom and aunt when they were little girls ,due to others thinking it was the best for them because I would rather build houses and work hard for little money. Instead of being a file clerk or Secretary for an Insurance company . You see your great grandparents were old time people were women did lady like jobs and men were the breadwinners of the families . It was a different time than . I was a headstrong , independent young woman much like your mom . Our pride and honor stands in our way to a lot of times , and she ,like me ,won't have someone try to make us do something that we know is wrong . And people will lie to you about us because their pride is hurt and they egos wont let them see that they are wrong for what they are doing to us by keeping us all part .
But, that is a different story altogether. I am here for you and I hope to live long enough to see you again someday . But , until than ... I hope the Easter Bunny leaves you a big basket full of lots and lots of goodies for Easter .
Always Meme
