My Dearest ......

Hello my sweet ,
 I am sorry I didn't make it in time to write to you yesterday I was at the hospital for quit some time . Pawpaw John's mother is doing fine . We hope it stays that way . Any way how are you on this rainy day ? I had a dream about you . You were lost and your mommy and I could not find you . I woke up with such a sadness washing over me . I tried calling your Grandmother Regina again this morning and of course she would not answer the cell phone . It is things like that ,that leave me feeling so empty . I don't know why she can't at least talk to me it is as if she has no manners, no feelings for one who loves you so much . I have only tried to be a friend to her and her family . It leads my to think if they treat someone who means  you and them no harm , how are they treating you ? But I can't think that way it will drive me crazy if I even think anyone would be  miss treating  you . Not saying that they are just I wish they would not cut us all out of your life like this . I miss you Damian .
                                                                          Love Always ,

                                                                                   Meme

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Hey Damian ,
 Pawpaw and I just got back from Charlotte . There is a hospital there that his mother is in . She had a heart attack yesterday . She will be ok for now , they have to do a operation in the morning and we will be heading back that way early so he can be there when she gets out of surgery . So I am really tired and this wont be a very long . I just wanted to let you know that we love you ,

                                                  Always , Meme

My Dearest Grandson just a piece of me,

Samhain(pronounced Sow-in, Sah-vin, or Sahm-hayn), known most popularly as Halloween, marks the end of the third and final harvest, is a day to commune with and remember the dead, and is a celebration of the eternal cycle of reincarnation. Samhain (once again Halloween) is the most coveted sabbat by the Wiccan (and many Pagan) religions.     In the European traditions, Samhain is the night when the old Goddies, and the Crone Goddess mourns him deeply for the next six weeks.  The popular image of her as the old Halloween hag menacingly stirring her cauldron comes from the Celtic belief that alldead souls return to her cauldron of  life, death, and rebirth to awaitreincarnation.      Halloween, plain and simple is our favorite time of year. A true time for witches, Witchcraft itself, and Wiccans alike who feel that on this night the separation between the physical and spiritual realities is it's least guarded and it's veil the thinnest. It is a time for dimensional openings and workings, it is a somber holiday, one of dark clothes and thoughts for the dead, it is said to be the time when those of necromantic talents can speak with the dead and it is certainly a time to remember ones own dead. Witches believe it is a time of endings of relationships and bad situations and it is the time when one can see the glimmer of hope in the future. There are as many concepts attached to this holiday as any other, truly a time of remembrance of our ancestors and all those who have gone before.        I just want to share a bit of me so if we should not meet again you will know a piece of me and where you come from . If you will it .....It can be. This may not make any sense or it  may make all the sense in the world .....                                  Brightest Blessing the one...... Meme

My Dearest ......

SAMHAIN (October 31)
At Samhain, the Wicca say farewell to the God even though he readies to be reborn at Yule. This grand sabbat, also known as Feast of the Dead ,Feast of Apples, All Hallows, and of course Halloween, once marked the time of sacrifice. This was the time when animals were slaughtered to ensure food throughout the winter. The God fell as well to ensure our continuing existence. This is a time of reflection and coming to terms with the one thing in life which we have no control - death. Wiccans feel that on this night the separation between the physical and spiritual realities is it's least guarded and it's veil the thinnest.  It is a time for dimensional openings and workings, and also the celebration of the death of the year king. It is a somber holiday, one of dark clothes and thoughts for the dead, it is said to be the  time when those of necromantic talents can speak with the dead and it is certainly a time to remember ones dead. It is a time of endings of relationships and bad situations and it is the time when one can see the glimmer of hope in the future. There are as many concepts attached to this holiday as any other,  truly a time of remembrance of our ancestors and all those who have gone before.                 

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Hey Damian ,

     Pawpaw John and your Aunt Cherokee and I went to Boone where Pawpaw grew up to see the colors when the leaves change . But I think we missed it , but here are some pictures of the trees for you .I know there is a blueish haze on them well that is because of it being the Blue Ridge Mountains .I hear tell the haze is created from gases coming from the Pine Trees . I wish you could of seen them too ,so I took pictures .
                                                                 I love you always ,
                                                                            Meme.....

           

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Hey Bud ,
  It is nice outside I hope you have been outside playing today . We were going to work on the yard getting rocks up so we can put down some grass seed but it is to wet still from all of the rain we have been having . Maybe tomorrow will be a better day for that . I know it will be Sunday ,  I have never been that type to not work just because it's Sunday . the of rest , I mean if everybody is resting how is stuff getting done ?  I love you  I am going to cook dinner I will write to you  some more later .
                                                          Love Always,

                                                                                                              Meme

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Letters to Damian: Letters to Damian: Hello sweetie , I have been packing and going threw totes and I found a letter your Daddy wrote to your Mommy when they were in high sch...

Letters to Damian

Hello sweetie ,
  I have been packing and going threw totes and I found a letter your Daddy wrote to your Mommy when they were in  high school together . I put it in plastic to try to keep in for you . It is written in pencil I will do my best to keep it for you . So one day you will know that  he really did care for her . It is funny the things one can come across when moving . I have many things that my girls made when they were smaller than you are now that they don't even know of like finger paintings they created and I grow sad thinking that is something I will not get the chance to do with you . I also know that some would say I am a  hard and cold person and they don't care if you ever get to know me , but let me tell you I was never cold too you and I never could be you are my grandson and I love you dearly . I know that when your mother came to me when she was found out she was going to be a mom . I was sad because she was so young and there were so many things that she would not get to do . And I was angry . I knew she had a lot of tough choices to make . And that caused a lot of anger between myself and Regina all she wanted was a baby and now she didn't care how  .  I am great full to of  had what little bit of time I had with you . It has left me longing .............I miss you so much I try not to be so sad but at times it overwhelms me like nothing you could ever imagine . I only hope that we will get to spend time together before it is to late . I love you Damian .

Little man .......

                                                                                                   Meme

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I don't rightly know why that turned out the way it did . But I love you....

Codie red....

You and your Mommy....

How is my beautiful grandson today ? The sun has finally came out after many dreary gray rainy days . I am happy to see it . I wish I could see your smiling little face it breaks my heart knowing you are growing up and I am missing so much of it . You wont even know who I am .  I am not a bad person never mind what anyone may tell you about me . Heck for that matter why would they even mention me .They keep you in their little world away from those of us who love so much . The only joys I have are memories of us playing together when you would stay with us and the hope of being able to be in your life again some day . Well enough of that sad stuff .  
                                                             Always , Meme

 

How is my beautiful grandson today ? The sun has finally came out after many dreary gray rainy days . I am happy to see it . I wish I could see your smiling little face it breaks my heart knowing you are growing up and I am missing so much of it . You wont even know who I am .  

I am not a bad person never mind what anyone may tell you about me . Heck for that matter why would they even mention me .They keep you in their little world away from those of us who love so much . The only joys I have are memories of us playing together when you would stay with us and the hope of being able to be in your life again some day . Well enough of that sad stuff here is are some pictures . 

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Letters to Damian

Hello my dearest,
I hope today was good for you . Not being able to see I am not sure how your day goes . For instance I don't know if your Aunt KK is watching you during the day while your daddy is training or if you are now going to daycare while your grandma Regina works or if you are spending time with your great grandmother Gene .And since not one of them are returning my calls or responding to my emails . I can only assume you are well . I hope you are happy and get lots of hugs and kisses and I hope someone plays with you everyday all day . Well at least most of the day I mean I am sure you still  take naps . Giggles.......

                                                 I love you ..... Meme

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Letters to Damian: letters to Damian: Hello again my darling , You and Pawpaw John . Do you remember these? It has been raining all day and it's suppose to rain for the n...

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Hello again my darling ,

You and Pawpaw John .

Do you remember these?

 It has been raining all day and it's suppose to rain for the next 2 days . We just got a new gaming system for the new house . I know you are too young to know what a Gaming system is but , one day you will and that will be all you will want to do unless your Daddy or your Grandma Regina teaches you to be active and enjoy the out of doors . We don't play it but it will come in handy at sometime or another I'm sure . We love you little man .                                    Always ,Meme

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Hello Honey ,

Me and Pawpaw John

 I hope your are having a great day . Pawpaw had to go to the doctors today . He is fine don't worry . Well your Auntie Cherokee is doing well today and in school . They have a new student in her school . I am fine and I will have some new pictures up for you before to long . I love you .  Meme

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Hey Bud ,

 These are from out side Pawpaws shop . Do you see the deer . Too cool . I thought you might like them . We have been working like crazy on the property clearing out trees I had no idea about how much land we had until Pawpaw cleared the dead trees and leaves out of the way . Oh ,Damian we have such big plans on what we are going to do . Hang up a hammock .  Build a great big deck . Grow grass . Put in some small gardens . I love you Buddy .....I hope you will get to come play really soon .
                            Always ,   Meme   

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Letters to Damian: Hey Damian ,
This is what I have been working on ...: Hey Damian , This is what I have been working on so I will be doing video along with the blog so you will be able to see us and in a weir...

Hey Damian ,
 This is what I have been working on so  I will be doing video along with the blog so you will be able to see us and in a weird way be feel apart of our adventures . I love you ....
                                                                                               Meme

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Hey Damian
 I am working on something really neat and once I figure out how to put it on here I will .I have to go make dinner now , but I will try some more tomorrow .
                                                                  Love Meme

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Here is a video just for you ...... We love you Damian .

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Letters to Damian: letters to Damian: Well , Your Auntie Brittany just called me and I am so happy , we talked about the new house and things . Everything is fine and I don't b...

letters to Damian

Well , Your Auntie Brittany just called me and I am so happy , we talked about the new house and  things . Everything is fine  and I don't believe she knows any thing about you concerning  your dad and your great grandmother if there is something going on she doesn't know .  I  feel so empty with out contact from your dad ,mom, you . I love you guys......
                                    Meme

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Hey Damian,
 I truly hate not being able to see you and I can't help but feel that there is something odd going on . Now your Auntie Brittany isn't returning my calls and I can't help but think that she is avoiding  me . Perhaps the reason she wont talk to me is because she doesn't want to hurt my feelings . I know your great grandmother has been in touch with your dad , and she was to tell him that I would like to see you . I really don't know what the big deal is with keeping us apart . I guess they feel I its best this way . I have never done anything to them ...... all of them . I have tried and tried and I will keep trying . I love you know that is true .
                              Meme

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Letters to Damian: Letters to Damian: Howdy Bud , Sorry it took me so long to write to you . It has been crazy around here . Packing and all . Cherokee and I were taking a...

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Howdy Bud ,
      Sorry it took me so long to write to you . It has been crazy around here . Packing and all . Cherokee and I were taking about you when you would  stay with us and you wanted to watch the movie Up . We really miss when you would wake up in the mornings or after your naps you would say '' tb up.''or '' moobe''  There were even times when we would watch it until you would fall a sleep . You would have all of us lay down with you and we would watch it over and over . Well that is what families do . It was great family time we used to have . Bless you heart . Those are things I hold in my heart and I'm sure Pawpaw and Cherokee and even your Mommy do too . You would love to watch that movie and then I got you Despicable Me you seemed to like that one alot also . Miss you Damian.
                           Love ,
                                Meme

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Letters to Damian: Letters to Damian: Hey Damian , I just had a scare these school bus drivers are dinks! They can't seem to show up at the same time every day and you would thi...

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Hey Damian ,
I just had a scare these school bus drivers are dinks! They can't seem to show up at the same time every day and you would think they would have it down packed by now . They show up when ever they want and it seems to be all right with the school system . I mean geish Cherokee can't even get picked up or dropped off at her own house at the same time everyday not only that but ,, she has to wait in the dark ,in the cold , on a street corner  in the mornings none the less . And who knows when the school bus will arrive . It's all willy nilly if you ask me . Well enough of my ranting . I hope you are well and I beat your getting big . I miss you buddy your my little dude . Dude. I love you .

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Letters to Damian: Letters to Damian,: Hey Bud , I hope you are doing well and I'm sure you are I couldn't bear it if you were unhappy . Pawpaw has a big bulldozer in the yard ...

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Hey Bud ,

 I hope you are doing well and I'm sure you are I couldn't bear it if you were unhappy . Pawpaw has a big bulldozer in the yard where we are clearing land to have a house built . I will be sure to take pictures so you can see how things progress . It is cooler this year than last when you were here . This is a picture of you and your Auntie Cherokee chilling in the living room . Well , my darling I am going to go  .
                                                    I love you ,
                                                     Meme

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Letters to Damian: Letters to Damian,: Pawpaw opening his birthday presents. Hey Bud, Your Auntie Cherokee dressed up for tacky day at school. Here a...

Letters to Damian,

Pawpaw opening his birthday presents.

      Hey Bud,                

Your Auntie Cherokee dressed up for tacky day at school.

Here are some new pictures of us so you will always know what we look like . The weather
is turning cool ,
I wish you were
around to play
in the leaves
 with us .We love you......

And last but not least me!

We miss you more as everyday goes by .............Hope to see you soon . Always Us...

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On October1st ,It's Pawpaw 45th Birthday and he is just as playful as ever . He would aggravate a house fly........ I hate that you are not able to be here on such  Wonderful Day ! Your Pawpaw  misses you and so do I . We miss you .
                        Love Meme