The Christmas Train

Hello my little man , 

 It is Christmas time again and you will soon be another year older. You will be 4 years old . Wow how time flies . I hope you are happy . Here is a Little something for you . Pawpaw and I put the Train track together and well here it is . I love you little man . Miss you soooo much .We love you bunches and bunches like Captain Crunches .

Damian ,

 I reached out yet again to your other grandmother .(Regina I have been trying and trying . I recently had a mammogram and I was told that there is something and I have to now have farther test done to see what is going on . I have an ultrasound coming up and I am telling you this because I don't know what is going to happen next and I am asking you to talk to Joe ,Let Damian know me before its to late for us to be a family . The kids have to go through what they must . I ask to let me be in Damian's life .) And to your Aunt Kasandra  .Only time will tell if I get a response. You are getting so big my boy .Meme misses you so very much . You are looking well . Your Mommy and I are trying to find you . I hope you have a good birthday today . I also hope you had a big Christmas . I hope to see you soon.
Love always Meme

Letter to Damian

Hey Buddy ,

  Sorry it has been so long I don't get on here to much since I started working . Well, it is October which is Halloween time ...yeah !!! It's my favorite time of year but I also get really sad because it makes me think of you . I have not seen you in so long now .It has been 2yrs . now .I still keep trying to get in touch with your Dad but alas no luck . I just don't understand why they won't call back or return an email. Your Mommy is trying to get in touch with him too . She had a conference with his attorney and she is suppose to be able to talk to you twice a week but she is having a hard time getting his numbers too. Hopefully they will be able to work things out and we can see each other again soon but until than this will have to be the only way I can communicate with you .And maybe some day you will be able to read these letters and know that I love you and miss you very much . You will be starting school soon .Kindergarten .Wow time goes by so fast .I can remember when you were here with us and we would play in the leaves in the yard . That is way Fall is my favorite time of year . I spent it with you . I love you .

Letter for Damian

Hello my Darling little man , 
      I hope you are doing good . I am working on the weekends and have been very busy . Pawpaw is going to Indiana for an Auction Monday this will be the first time I have not gone with him and I will miss seeing all our friends that haul the cars . I will see if I can get him to take some pictures of the cars for you . I talked to your Mommy and she is working on a farm . I think .?. It was hard to understand her . I think her phone was having some problems . I will talk to her again soon .I hope you are getting to talk to her too. I miss you ,we all miss having you around . I sent your Daddy a friend request on Facebook but as always I have not heard back from him it has been over a month now. I don't understand why he wont let us see you . Your Aunt Cherokee is starting school today is will be in the 10th grade this year . Here is a picture of my cat the girls and Pawpaw got me for Mothers Day .

I LOVE YOU , Meme

Letter to Damian,

Letter to Damian,

Letter to Damian,

Hello my sweet boy ,

You and your Daddy ....

    I hope this letter finds you well . I am at a loss for words and apologize for my absence . I hope you ca forgive me . We have been experiencing so much loss these last few months .Papa John has lost his mom and I lost an Uncle and another is very sick with cancer and I hope and pray that he will be strong enough and strong enough to win his battle with cancer. But one good thing is I reached out to your Daddy yet again he has not replied to me yet and it has been a few weeks now but in finding him I did find a picture of you and he . I like it,  you both are very handsome I just hate that he wont respond to my pleas of connection. I don't know what they are afraid of I just would like to be a part of your life . I don't even know if you are getting to see your Mommy like she said they had agreed a upon . Pawpaw John and I miss you and love you very much .Here is the picture of the two of you .

A truck for you...

A truck for you...

A truck for you...

Hey bud,

While Pawpaw and I were in Macungie Pa. at the ATHS truck show I seen this truck and I thought you might like it. I hope you enjoy it .And you can see many more of things from me on You tube  Shiconey's channel . I love you and I am thinking of you always .
           Much love .Your Meme

Little man......

Little man......

Little man......

Hey buddy ,

I miss having you around . I wonder what you are doing and how big you are getting . Your pawpaw is going good he misses you too . Your Aunts Cherokee and Brittany convinced your Pawpaw  John to get me a kitten for mothers day, her name is Starkist after the tuna fish .......Giggle . Man she is wide open . Running around and chewing on everything . Like a little Tasmanian devil . I beat you could give her a run for her for her money (if she had money). Codie red is doing well she is getting older just like you . I talked to your Mommy and she said her and Daddy are working on things so you will be able to see her soon. I hope for your sake it is true . A child needs both of their parents . I love you and we miss you terribly . All our love .

                                  Meme ,Papa, Brittany ,Cherokee

                                    Codiered, Belford the guinea pig

                                               and presenting Starkist Pyewackit the kitten.

                          

T-Rex

Triceratops....

Damian ,

Your Auntie Cherokee..

 Your Aunt Cherokee sitting on the back of a T-Rex while it was sinking in quick-sand and a 3 horn.

 I thought you may like Dinosaurs most little boys do . I miss you and you are always on my mind .

 Hey  Bud . Here are some pictures I took just for you when we went to the Zoo.

Good morning little man ,
 I hope you are well , I miss you deeply and my heart just breaks when I see  things that remind me of you .  I fear you don't even know who I am . But maybe one  day you we be reminded . 

Hey buddy I thought of you all day today . I bet your mommy was really sad. I know see misses you .

I do. I hope the Easter Bunny came to visit you .  We love you dearly .

Damian

Happy Easter little man , I love you and I am thinking about you always.

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    Daniel

    Son, i am very happy for you. You have a wonderful woman and a beautiful baby boy.I know you will be a good father to him. I hope to be able to at least see pictures of my grandson growing up here. I wish that someday we might be able to get together and try to patch the distance between us. Love, Your real Father.

    3 years ago
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    Just Me

    Hey Joe!
    
    I'm happy for you & Brandi, I'm glad the baby is doing so well.
    NOW.... Post some pictures so we can see him!!!
    
    Take care !
    Rita

    3 years ago

this is my grandson

Jan 20, 2009

Damian Nathanial Lynn Nichter

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Damian Nathanial Lynn Nichter was born December 26th, 2008 @ 5:57 a.m. He weighted 7 lbs. 6 ozs. 21" long. He did extremely well thru the pregancy, labor, and delivery. He is the best baby in the world. Hardly ever crys unless something is wrong. I'm so happy he is finally here and can't wait for him to start moving and talking! He is my love. my heart, and lastly my life. I LOVE HIM MORE THAN LIFE ITSELF AND WILL DO ANYTHING TO MAKE HIM HAPPY!!!!

Hey there little man , I love you .

Damian,

Hey buddy I hope you are doing well . There is a storm coming tonight I hope you are safe and sleeping sweetly . I just wanted to let you know I am missing you .

                                                                                           Love ,  Meme

Letter to Damian

Hello my wonderful little man ,
 I hope you are well ,your mommy came down to try to see you and like always there where no cars in the driveway and  , the house looked closed up like nobody has been around . She started crying and my heart just breaks for her and you .'' I don't know how they can be gone !'' '' I didn't tell anyone I was coming.?'' I just hope for her sake and for yours that Regina and Ed have not moved and took you with them . I just can't understand why Regina has not had they the human kindness to at least call me . I ,Just don't understand . What kind of animal can be so heartless as to not care , but a human being . It is so sad I see the world turning so fast .Life is just flying by . We have but this life. And people who abuse and use people .....It just breaks my heart. I know. I know . Sounds cheese but , It's true . Anyway enough of that or , I will start  to cry  and I can't do that right now because I am writing to you and after that I will go and see I Pawpaw John's mom Smitty needs anything. Seeing how is can't get out of bed . That's probably why one of the reasons I get to upset . Them keeping you away from her , (your mom) and myself ,Pawpaw, (Cherokee, Brittany your Aunts). It just kills me . You know I was so sad last week and I got down on my knees and prayed to my Lord and Lady to help to bring me strength to help my threw with  the pain of missing you ,the push to keep going... to stay strong for Pawpaw John . His mom  is so sick and the sweetest person you could ever meet. But you can't . Because your Daddy and Grandma Regina (maybe even your Great-Grandmother Gene took part in the greater schema of things to get you away from your mommy . ) have taken you away from us. And anyway I was so heart broken over events going on with Pawpaw's mom and the death of my mom several years ago and ICU  at Randolph Hospital . Soo Sadd.... I went to sleep to maybe dream of you and 2:3o that morning your mommy stepped threw my bed room door . So I know there is Magic .I know there is some awesome kind of power that one can channel .Why? But why is there so much hate and anger ?
 Just know in your heart that we love you and you will be back someday ......................
                                          Always your Meme , BillieJo Craig

Letter to Damian

Hey Bud,

 I hope this note finds you well . I have heard from your mommy she tells me that you daddy's attorney has called and he and your daddy wants to have a phone conference  with her at a later time . I have been really busy with Pawpaws Mom she is very sick but things are going well . It is a little crazy around here concerning the internet since someone else with a laptop  has moved in and  the cable modem is in her room since that was the computer room , I took it out so Pawpaws Mommy could get on my laptop.  I need to get some sort of wifi set up for the computers  we all share the one modem .I am afraid it will get tore up from the moving it back and forth . But I will think of something . Smitty that is Pawpaws Mommy's name, is wanting to buy herself   a small laptop and wifi .I told her she can use my laptop when ever she wants and I will have her desktop brought to her. I admit it would be easier for her to use my laptop than her desktop just for the plan fact of the compact size of it . I know she wants her own laptop .  I may just go get her one I have to look into it for her , the only thing is I don't get to get out of the house much .

Letter to Damian

Hello my Darling boy ,

Pawpaw and the 2255 Oliver

 I hope this finds you well . Pawpaw John's mom has finally arrived from the hospital . I am happy for her to not be in that place any more . I know she is happy too .  I miss you Damian .. I know we all do . I hope you are being taken care of like you should be .I hope you are getting all the hugs and kisses you deserve . I am sure you are it would kill me to think other wise . I long for the day when you can be here visiting us . I know Pawpaw needs you to ride the Oliver tractor  with him ,you liked doing that so much . Being at the shop with him climbing in and out of all the big trucks and tractors . 

              Love Always Meme......

Letter to Damian

Letter to Damian

Letter to Damian

Hey D,
 Meme is very sad today . I have gotten some really scary news and I hope it all turns out for the best . I had a mammogram done last week and I just got the call back yesterday . The nurse told me they found something.... something gray and blurry .I have to back to the hospital Next Thursday at 8:45 am . I asked the nurse is there any way we can get the ultrasound before than because Pawpaw John's mom is coming to stay with us so I can take care of her and the nurse said" we tried to find one earlier , but that is the only time ". I am scared Damian . What if we never get to see each other again ? Will you ever get to know me as your grandmother or will I be a tiny memory ? Like a dream to you .My heart breaks for that . I have missed so many great things in my 40 years here on this planet ,and it breaks for thing I may miss . You are the first .I love your mommy and her sisters very much but having the pleasure of spending time with you when you where a baby up to know with all the nastiness between your mommy and daddy . Breaks my heart .  I sent this to your grandma Regina asking her to talk to your daddy for me . I don't know if she will but like I said I will keep trying .                     Love , Meme
(Regina I have been trying and trying . I recently had a mammogram and I was told that there is something and I have to now have farther test done to see what is going on . I have an ultrasound coming up and I am telling you this because I don't know what is going to happen next and I am asking you to talk to Joe ,Let Damian know me before its to late for us to be a family . The kids have to go through what they must . I ask to let me be in Damian's life .)

                                                                                                     

Letter to Damian

Hey there little man I got this picture from your mom.

This is your mom when she came to see you at Christmas time and for your 3rd Birthday.

When no one would let you see her she was there . It makes me so angry when I think of they treat her. She loves you very much as do the rest of us . We think of you every day Damian . 

Love  Always Meme.

Letter to Damian

Hello my Darling boy ,
I hope you are well today. It has been really cold the last few days . I hope you had a wonderful Christmas . We have presents here for you , your Mommy tried to bring them to you when she was here but well your Daddy's family wouldn't let your Mommy see you when she was here . I think that was a really horrible thing to do . But what can I do ? I tried to reach your Grandma Regina at least once a week but she never answers here messages . We think about you all the time , and love you very very much .

                          Love  Always Meme,