Letter to Damian

Hello my wonderful little man ,
 I hope you are well ,your mommy came down to try to see you and like always there where no cars in the driveway and  , the house looked closed up like nobody has been around . She started crying and my heart just breaks for her and you .'' I don't know how they can be gone !'' '' I didn't tell anyone I was coming.?'' I just hope for her sake and for yours that Regina and Ed have not moved and took you with them . I just can't understand why Regina has not had they the human kindness to at least call me . I ,Just don't understand . What kind of animal can be so heartless as to not care , but a human being . It is so sad I see the world turning so fast .Life is just flying by . We have but this life. And people who abuse and use people .....It just breaks my heart. I know. I know . Sounds cheese but , It's true . Anyway enough of that or , I will start  to cry  and I can't do that right now because I am writing to you and after that I will go and see I Pawpaw John's mom Smitty needs anything. Seeing how is can't get out of bed . That's probably why one of the reasons I get to upset . Them keeping you away from her , (your mom) and myself ,Pawpaw, (Cherokee, Brittany your Aunts). It just kills me . You know I was so sad last week and I got down on my knees and prayed to my Lord and Lady to help to bring me strength to help my threw with  the pain of missing you ,the push to keep going... to stay strong for Pawpaw John . His mom  is so sick and the sweetest person you could ever meet. But you can't . Because your Daddy and Grandma Regina (maybe even your Great-Grandmother Gene took part in the greater schema of things to get you away from your mommy . ) have taken you away from us. And anyway I was so heart broken over events going on with Pawpaw's mom and the death of my mom several years ago and ICU  at Randolph Hospital . Soo Sadd.... I went to sleep to maybe dream of you and 2:3o that morning your mommy stepped threw my bed room door . So I know there is Magic .I know there is some awesome kind of power that one can channel .Why? But why is there so much hate and anger ?
 Just know in your heart that we love you and you will be back someday ......................
                                          Always your Meme , BillieJo Craig