Hey little man ,
Well , perhaps not so little . I mean you are still a little boy no in this point and time but, who know when and if you ever find and read these you may be grown up by then . I miss you . We miss you and every time I drive by the Dollar General where your grandmother Regina works it feels like you were taken away from us all over again . She said " Joe wont have it !." He wont let me see you . I know you are close and they wont let us see you . I mean what harm is going to befall you if you are around us ? They took you crying from me and that was one of the worse things that has happened to me in my life ,and let me tell you it has been no picnic . I could not possibly imagine what they tell you about your mother or us . I do know that it is more then likely it is all a bunch of trash . Fear makes people act in strange ways .
I am here for you Damian . We all are whether they want us too be or not .
I put the pictures up of us so you know who we are .And if we should not see each other again you will always know that we love you even if we can not be with you . You are a ghost that haunts our minds . Our memories of you laughing as we watched " Up" a hundred times and played tickles . We have your pictures on our refrigerator , your toys are in the toy room and I keep your rubber duckies right where they were used last in the bathroom beside on the tub and it has been almost 5 years now since you were here last . My dream is one day I will wake up from this nightmare and we will be together again . One big happy family . Us , them and most importantly you . We wish you all the best things in life ,and I hope you are healthy and happy and hope you never feel lonely because we are here even if you can not see us .
You are always on our minds,
Well , perhaps not so little . I mean you are still a little boy no in this point and time but, who know when and if you ever find and read these you may be grown up by then . I miss you . We miss you and every time I drive by the Dollar General where your grandmother Regina works it feels like you were taken away from us all over again . She said " Joe wont have it !." He wont let me see you . I know you are close and they wont let us see you . I mean what harm is going to befall you if you are around us ? They took you crying from me and that was one of the worse things that has happened to me in my life ,and let me tell you it has been no picnic . I could not possibly imagine what they tell you about your mother or us . I do know that it is more then likely it is all a bunch of trash . Fear makes people act in strange ways .
I am here for you Damian . We all are whether they want us too be or not .I put the pictures up of us so you know who we are .And if we should not see each other again you will always know that we love you even if we can not be with you . You are a ghost that haunts our minds . Our memories of you laughing as we watched " Up" a hundred times and played tickles . We have your pictures on our refrigerator , your toys are in the toy room and I keep your rubber duckies right where they were used last in the bathroom beside on the tub and it has been almost 5 years now since you were here last . My dream is one day I will wake up from this nightmare and we will be together again . One big happy family . Us , them and most importantly you . We wish you all the best things in life ,and I hope you are healthy and happy and hope you never feel lonely because we are here even if you can not see us .
You are always on our minds,
Forever and Always ,
Love Meme
( Billie Jo )
