I have been packing and going threw totes and I found a letter your Daddy wrote to your Mommy when they were in high school together . I put it in plastic to try to keep in for you . It is written in pencil I will do my best to keep it for you . So one day you will know that he really did care for her . It is funny the things one can come across when moving . I have many things that my girls made when they were smaller than you are now that they don't even know of like finger paintings they created and I grow sad thinking that is something I will not get the chance to do with you . I also know that some would say I am a hard and cold person and they don't care if you ever get to know me , but let me tell you I was never cold too you and I never could be you are my grandson and I love you dearly . I know that when your mother came to me when she was found out she was going to be a mom . I was sad because she was so young and there were so many things that she would not get to do . And I was angry . I knew she had a lot of tough choices to make . And that caused a lot of anger between myself and Regina all she wanted was a baby and now she didn't care how . I am great full to of had what little bit of time I had with you . It has left me longing .............I miss you so much I try not to be so sad but at times it overwhelms me like nothing you could ever imagine . I only hope that we will get to spend time together before it is to late . I love you Damian .
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