Saturday, October 15, 2011

Letters to Damian

Hey Bud ,
  It is nice outside I hope you have been outside playing today . We were going to work on the yard getting rocks up so we can put down some grass seed but it is to wet still from all of the rain we have been having . Maybe tomorrow will be a better day for that . I know it will be Sunday ,  I have never been that type to not work just because it's Sunday . the of rest , I mean if everybody is resting how is stuff getting done ?  I love you  I am going to cook dinner I will write to you  some more later .
                                                          Love Always,
                                                                                                              Meme

Friday, October 14, 2011

Letters to Damian: Letters to Damian

Letters to Damian: Letters to Damian: Hello sweetie , I have been packing and going threw totes and I found a letter your Daddy wrote to your Mommy when they were in high sch...

Letters to Damian

Hello sweetie ,
  I have been packing and going threw totes and I found a letter your Daddy wrote to your Mommy when they were in  high school together . I put it in plastic to try to keep in for you . It is written in pencil I will do my best to keep it for you . So one day you will know that  he really did care for her . It is funny the things one can come across when moving . I have many things that my girls made when they were smaller than you are now that they don't even know of like finger paintings they created and I grow sad thinking that is something I will not get the chance to do with you . I also know that some would say I am a  hard and cold person and they don't care if you ever get to know me , but let me tell you I was never cold too you and I never could be you are my grandson and I love you dearly . I know that when your mother came to me when she was found out she was going to be a mom . I was sad because she was so young and there were so many things that she would not get to do . And I was angry . I knew she had a lot of tough choices to make . And that caused a lot of anger between myself and Regina all she wanted was a baby and now she didn't care how  .  I am great full to of  had what little bit of time I had with you . It has left me longing .............I miss you so much I try not to be so sad but at times it overwhelms me like nothing you could ever imagine . I only hope that we will get to spend time together before it is to late . I love you Damian .
Little man .......
                                                                                                   Meme

Thursday, October 13, 2011

Letters to Damian

I don't rightly know why that turned out the way it did . But I love you....
Codie red....
You and your Mommy....
How is my beautiful grandson today ? The sun has finally came out after many dreary gray rainy days . I am happy to see it . I wish I could see your smiling little face it breaks my heart knowing you are growing up and I am missing so much of it . You wont even know who I am .  I am not a bad person never mind what anyone may tell you about me . Heck for that matter why would they even mention me .They keep you in their little world away from those of us who love so much . The only joys I have are memories of us playing together when you would stay with us and the hope of being able to be in your life again some day . Well enough of that sad stuff .  
                                                             Always , Meme


 

How is my beautiful grandson today ? The sun has finally came out after many dreary gray rainy days . I am happy to see it . I wish I could see your smiling little face it breaks my heart knowing you are growing up and I am missing so much of it . You wont even know who I am .  
I am not a bad person never mind what anyone may tell you about me . Heck for that matter why would they even mention me .They keep you in their little world away from those of us who love so much . The only joys I have are memories of us playing together when you would stay with us and the hope of being able to be in your life again some day . Well enough of that sad stuff here is are some pictures .